Monday, May 15, 2006

oooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
2dae is depressing dae....
i failed physics...by 5 marks...whee...
depressed...

went to airport to celebrate hui yi's bdae!!hahas...toktok walkwalk
go budget airline...
VEH budget...hahas

ugh...almoz break down in mrt train hahas...
bud thx shirley 4 being tere...
depressed not becoz i failed...
act fail i not sad...
muz gogo jiayoux nxt time!
bud its about mi parents...
i juz cant bear to disappoint tem...
i noe i neva work hard enuff...
i will try mi best!...
bud i dun tink tey will believe...
tey dun even believe that i haf the basic ting of humanity...wich is to being able to cry...
told tem i watched movies...
eg i not stupid too...greenmile
veh touching that i cried...
reply that i received...
'u will cry 1 mehx..?'
on the outside tey seem okay wif everting...
bud on the inside i noe that tey are disappointed and not happy...
do u tink im happii...
o YES i DOO enjoy failing...
i juz lurve it soooo much...

oooo....hahas...i crossed e road 2dae wen going home without lookin properly!!!
a car came honkin mie way...and i ran across the street..hahx...
or mayb i shouldnt haf run...

i broke down at home...
feels weird crying all alone at home...
hmmz...
hahas...
bud i cried soundlessly..lolx...
hahas..thx 2 shirley 4 being tere...and socks 4 gogo jiayou-ing mie...hahas...
ahhhx....i guess i now realli kan kai about results ler...not realli sad about results...
juz help mie kan kai about mi parents...please pretty please???
andhelpmiekankaiaboutsumfrenships...

[lalala.....]

what we could have been, 15.5.06.